Sometimes its really hard for me. I have been like this all along, and when someone comes and expect something else. How am I to change, I feel that its unfair.

Yes I agree that you can't always accommodate to me. But you knew about all along. I thought we agreed on this?

I just feel like I made a terrible mistake. A mistake that I always wanted to avoid, but got myself into it again. Why can't I learn from my fucking mistakes. Why am I such a dumb fuck? I can fucking give advices to all, but I can't even handle my fucking problem. I
feel downright STUPID!

Haiz, all of you just fucking leave me alone!!! This thing is harder then I thought